WOWZER its been a long ass time since I've been on this bad boy.
I am a happy and normal teenager these days. I have stopped blogging and journaling quite a bit as of late because I feel to self-centered doing it. But sometimes on those bad days...it's just really nice to vent to someone (or in my case something) that will understand.
What do I even say? Uhhhh boy issues are at an all time high. I have two prospects in mind. One who is my best guy friend and the other, a new friend from school. The new friend from school started as a tactic to make H (my best guy friend) jealous. Now I actually like this boy. oh man oh man. But the question is...do either of them like me back?
Finals are coming fast and hard this week considering I have to take them early..since I'm going to Colorado! I also just got back from the Netherlands because I went to visit my aunt. Yeeeesh I just got caught up and now I have to do all this shit. I have nooooo free time these days.
Speaking of free-time. I have quit both my sports. And I could not be happier. It has brightened everything considerably. I have also gotten a job at the Y and I am painting a mural on my wall =) I have discovered this new passion for painting. I never thought I could draw or paint..but here I am doing both. I'm no artist though, I simply recreate awesome hippie works that I like.
I'm farely certain that's all I have to say. I mean there is so much more...but I'm tired of typing.
Oh blog I have missed you so.
