can you take a guess

bare with me i'm a pessimist.
my feet hurt. i am tired as hell. i have it tomorrow.. and for another four ish months. it requires a lot of work. its a sport?
any guesses?
thats right..... BASKETBALL.
i love it but i seriously hate it right now. my whole body aches. and my best friend quit... already.
i begged her to go out since she's really good and she quit. on the FIRST DAY.

sooooo anyways. i went to the vikings packers game this weekend. it was amazing. they won in the last couple minutes and the hawks won too! finally both my teams win. yess.

i feel another jonas brothers obsession coming on. i was worried for a while because i always have these phases. but its been quite a while since my last one. but i feel it... i think.

=)
i'm gonna go to bed. i'm wiped.

Last Night

so i have this crush. i won't say his name for privacy purposes, but i've liked him for quite some time. i have never talked to him and i don't even know if he knows my name. He goes to a different school and he has a girlfriend. i am ugly and he is gorgeous. He is also in a band and i got to see him play last night. We have practically the same personalities. we are both pessimists, and we are both really chill people. He is practically my ideal boyfriend, to bad that will never happen. Last night he was wearing skinny but not to skinny jeans and a cream brown and tan button up flannel shirt rolled up to his elbows. His hair which he cut a while back was done almost perfectly and i pretty much melted everytime he walked by. I think he knows that i like him because he kept looking over at me and i would be watching him or i would look over and he would be looking at me. He doesn't smile that often but when he does its this shy grin that i can't get out of my head. i sound really obsessive, but seeing him makes me day and catching his eye makes my head swim everytime i think about it.

hopefully he never sees this.. which is like a chance in a million but still that would be embarassing

writing

i think i'm going to start writing about certain events in my day but i'm going to do it writer style and just pick one tiny event and write it in really great detail. =) to help improve

too tired

i'll make the concert blog later since im going to put in pictures and videos =DD

another thought

oh and then once i left the tournament she played the guilt trip card and tryed to get everyone to side with her by crying.

i hope no one i know sees this .. its just random venting that iwould normally put in a journal. except for the fact that this IS my journal.

then she emailed my mom and my mom let her have it. in a semi respectable way of course.

so much has happened and i havent even updated!!

first of all.... SIX FLAGS WAS FUCKING BEAST! wow one of the best days of my life. and i got it alllll on video. i was going to make a documentary .. but then ... my gay ass video camera decided to be stupid and not let me upload all the videos i took =( argggg.

secondly,,, i had a volleyball tournament this past weekend... AND I QUIT DURING IT!! it was so insane. my coach who fucked me over all season made the decision to put in a setter at MY spot when someone got hurt. i snapped. i was bawling and shaking and i just couldn't do it. she said it was because i didn't have my t-shirt off. WHAT THE FUCK? really? wow what kind of a reason is that... i just went up to her after that game and told her i quit and that i couldn't do it anymore.. then i left. my parents weren't even there. once i left though the whole team fell apart and all the starters who are like my best friends just didn't want to be there anymore and our undefeated volleyball team took fifth in the tournament. HAHAH. i didn't mean to make them fall apart, i just wanted the coach to fall apart like the pansy that she is. which this is all really mean but you don't even KNOW. oh my god. lfkjaklsdjg;a;;; im still upset about it. i cryed so much saturday. but i guess its chill now.

now i'll post a whole seperate entry for the family force five, danger radio, play radio play, ultra violet sound concert!!!! which was so sick.

oh and i started drivers ed =)

you got me going crazyyy..

so today was total and complete chaos.

first off, i had a game last night.. TWO HOURS AWAY, so i got home at like 11
secondly, i had to go in early to school to do this gay mind map thing for english.. and my group didnt show up!
thirdly, i also had to make a notecard for my chem test, finish my chem project (which i hadnt even started) and finish my quiz from chemistry the day before.
thennn i had to take an english test over the mind map i finished earlier that morning
after that i had too finish my math at lunch and do my spanish homework during the class that it was due in.
once that was done i went to chem and took the test after studying for about two seconds.

then i was confronted by a teacher about someone else cheating in class. how in the hell do i answer that?! especially when he cheated off of my test and the teacher didn't even know it!..and hes really hot too.

after that whole stupid thing.. i got to go home.
but not until i found a ride home... since kelsey never answers her flippin phone.



but now its all good cause i got the hot pink hat i wanted from target and i ate pancheros!
woooop.. and we didnt have volleyball tonight.. thank the lord.

i also sat next to this incredibly sexy kid in study hall. we've been in study hall for like half the quarter together and all we've done is made intense eye contact and finally today he got the balls to come and sit by me at the computers =D=D it pretty much made my horrible day. and he looked gooood today.

i think im going to start putting up videos and pictures on this thingy. it'll make what im trying to say soo much cooler.