did you know that your pinky has the density of a carrot?

where to begin, where to begin.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

1) my mom thinks that i have an attitude problem. she says i have a bad attitude about everything, and that i'm never happy. well i'm sorry that highschool sucks in general and that you ride my ass about grades constantly mom. i'll try and be optimistic. or not.

2) my best friend has been a not so good best friend lately. thanks for being there. its been a blast.

3) i never used to cry and i find myself crying atleast 3 times a week. thats pathetic.

4) i hardly get sleep.

5) no guys like me, all guys seem interested in are dumb skinny inarticulate bitches.

im sorry that im not inarticulate, skinny or dumb. i can be a bitch though.

thats about it. i think i'm going to start going to the library more. it fits me perfectly, quiet and relaxing. you can pick up a book and be whoever you want to be. i love it.

boredd.

i am done officially with one of the busiest weeks of my life... finally.

oh man. im so tired.

we take family pictures next week .. those never turn out good. i wanna barf just thinking about all of our past family photos. ha ha.

i think i'm going to start making my christmas list. =) that'll be fun.

volleyball tryouts today. . wish me luck.

good luck lexi... wow im so gay sometimes.

=(

i'm really sad right now because i might be done with volleyball for forever.

i had a shitty season this year and all my friends are trying out for other teams. i'm not though because i would only want to play on my previous club team with all my friends. but the program is falling apart and it might not happen. if i would even make the team in the first place. its not just for the playing with my friends part that i would only try out for that team. its just that i have gotten screwed over so much in volleyball, that its the only way i would stick with it. were going to suck next year in volleyball anyways if we all split up.

it makes me kind of depressed.

randommmm

i got new converse saturday. they have evil looking icecreams on them.
and i got a steve erkle shirt that says woah mama on it. i'm wearing it tomorrow.
right now i'm obsessed with the taylor swift song.. love story.


thats all i got.

can you take a guess

bare with me i'm a pessimist.
my feet hurt. i am tired as hell. i have it tomorrow.. and for another four ish months. it requires a lot of work. its a sport?
any guesses?
thats right..... BASKETBALL.
i love it but i seriously hate it right now. my whole body aches. and my best friend quit... already.
i begged her to go out since she's really good and she quit. on the FIRST DAY.

sooooo anyways. i went to the vikings packers game this weekend. it was amazing. they won in the last couple minutes and the hawks won too! finally both my teams win. yess.

i feel another jonas brothers obsession coming on. i was worried for a while because i always have these phases. but its been quite a while since my last one. but i feel it... i think.

=)
i'm gonna go to bed. i'm wiped.

Last Night

so i have this crush. i won't say his name for privacy purposes, but i've liked him for quite some time. i have never talked to him and i don't even know if he knows my name. He goes to a different school and he has a girlfriend. i am ugly and he is gorgeous. He is also in a band and i got to see him play last night. We have practically the same personalities. we are both pessimists, and we are both really chill people. He is practically my ideal boyfriend, to bad that will never happen. Last night he was wearing skinny but not to skinny jeans and a cream brown and tan button up flannel shirt rolled up to his elbows. His hair which he cut a while back was done almost perfectly and i pretty much melted everytime he walked by. I think he knows that i like him because he kept looking over at me and i would be watching him or i would look over and he would be looking at me. He doesn't smile that often but when he does its this shy grin that i can't get out of my head. i sound really obsessive, but seeing him makes me day and catching his eye makes my head swim everytime i think about it.

hopefully he never sees this.. which is like a chance in a million but still that would be embarassing

writing

i think i'm going to start writing about certain events in my day but i'm going to do it writer style and just pick one tiny event and write it in really great detail. =) to help improve