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i'm really sad right now because i might be done with volleyball for forever.

i had a shitty season this year and all my friends are trying out for other teams. i'm not though because i would only want to play on my previous club team with all my friends. but the program is falling apart and it might not happen. if i would even make the team in the first place. its not just for the playing with my friends part that i would only try out for that team. its just that i have gotten screwed over so much in volleyball, that its the only way i would stick with it. were going to suck next year in volleyball anyways if we all split up.

it makes me kind of depressed.