Saturday, December 6, 2008

i'm an optimist today

me and my bestfriend figured things out, we're all good now.

it went something like this.. so i had my first home basketball game of the season right and i ask her to come. she says she doesn't want to so i was just like w/e thats chill idc although i was a bit dissapointed. then her parents come to the game and she doesn't.. shes hanging out with some guy. which was kind of sucky at the time but now he's her unofficial boyfriend so its good. and there adorableeee together =) anyways.. she and her mom get into this heugeee fight cuase my best friends mom came and my bestfriend didn't.. yeah weird i know. so she texts me and is like 'im so so sorry i didn't come to your game' and i was like 'oh its fine i dont really mind that much' or something like that. and her mom just keeps getting more and more mad at her so she keeps apologizing and stuff... but heres the kicker.... my phone was being gay so i wasn't getting any of her texts or phone calls so she thought i was like SUPER mad at her so she started bawling in her room and i finally got her texts at like 3 in the morning haha. then when i got up the next morning and after i had basketball .. i called her and was like why would i hate you? shes like cause i didn't go to your game. it was just this whole repitious thing.. again.. and once everything was figured out we had a good laugh. so now she makes sure that she doesn't just hang out with her lover since that was what she was doing for a while.. and she hangs out with me more and shes back to her old self... now she just brings him with her to the games =)=)

which is cool cause i really like her unofficial boyfriend hes nice.

basketball is a whole different story.. =( but its getting better =) i had four points last night and i didn't make any major mistakes. which is bad still ik but i used to be good and then this season i sucked big time. my confidence was already shot at the beginning of the season from volleyball and it was just a slippery slope downwards.. but then i talked to my coach which helped things with him and now i'm slowly getting going again....my turn around is coming i can feel it =)=)=)....its only a matter of time.


i also had one of the BEST dreams everrr last night. it was about my crush. =) but not in a gross way. haha it was just really cute

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